Norilana ([info]norilana) wrote,
@ 2008-12-21 00:28:00
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Entry tags:gratitude, norilana books, update, vera nazarian

An update on everything.
An update on everything.

My continuing bottomless thanks to YOU, my friends. I am catching up with work, but everything is still a kind of mostly peaceful haze, post-exhaustion, that's taking longer than I thought to dissipate. The haze is punctuated with old habitual pangs of stress, and I know -- with the rational part of my mind -- that things are turning out okay, but even with each loving bit of help from each one of you it sometimes takes me a while to remember I am not alone as I have been for the greater part of my life, in this.

I am constantly reminded now, gently, that I swim in a great common sea.

THANK YOU.

And thank you to the wonderful writer and artist KJ Bishop, author of the marvelous literary fantasy The Etched City, who has offered to write and illustrate a story as a generous donation, and to every one who has volunteered and reached out. And Rose and Deirdre, what can ever express how much you have lovingly done for me? Nothing I can say or do is enough.

My sewer has been fixed. It took the plumbers a total of four days to insert two huge chunks of main line (and several connecting shorter chunks) -- two days to do the part that is inside the property, and two days to dig up the alley and then repair the asphalt. We can now flush and use appliances and pour water down the drain without the nagging fear that has been a part of the background of our lives for months. This relief, also, is like a bit of gentle haze -- it does not sink in completely just yet, but like fine mist, fills the air and begins to caress the surfaces of the mind.

WOW.

I mailed the one-month mortgage payment. There is still no word from the mortgage loan restructuring people, so I will be calling them on Monday, but since it’s the holidays I am guessing things are taking longer. At least you have all given me leverage.

I've been so tired and overwhelmed and so behind in any kind of posting, that here are some brief updates on various things.

First, some great news on A Field Guide to Surreal Botany, the quirky fabulous anthology from the good folks at Two Cranes Press (in which I have a surreal plant entry) -- here is a fun book trailer (appropriately surreal and artsy), and this week there was a positive review in Science magazine which happened to point out my plant (Twilight Luon-Sibir) as on of their favorites. In addition there was a KGB reading in NYC today, with many contributing authors present at the gathering -- wish I could've been there…

[info]charlesatan Charles A. Tan reviewed my novel Lords of Rainbow over at the Bibliophile Stalker. Thanks, Charles! :-)

Norilana books author Eugie Foster has received truly impressive author blurbs from Ursula K. Le Guin and Patricia A. McKillip for her upcoming collection Returning My Sister's Face And Other Far Eastern Tales of Whimsy and Malice. I am still reeling!

The upcoming anthology Lace and Blade 2 edited by Deborah J. Ross just got a great review from Publishers Weekly.

And now I must get back to catching up with all the Norilana Books work that got delayed for the several painful weeks of this personal mess. There are several new books due right about now before the end of December, including a new Sherwood Smith [info]sartorias title. More soon -- meanwhile...

May your Solstice be filled with light and blessings of the season, and may your holidays burn with joy!




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Hooray!
[info]marian_allen
2008-12-21 02:06 pm UTC (link)
All great news, Vera! And some people say that internet friends are not "real" friends. ha!
Hugs,
MA

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Re: Hooray!
[info]norilana
2008-12-21 10:52 pm UTC (link)
Hah indeed, Marion! In so many cases I've found online friends to be more "real" than my offline-only ones. :-)

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Re: Hooray!
[info]dsmoen
2008-12-22 12:17 am UTC (link)
Well, I have met Vera a lot of times over the years, though most of the people who've contributed in some way or other have not.

Like Vera, I have a stress-related chronic illness, so I know how debilitating it can be, and like Vera, I've soldiered on through it all, sometimes with devastating consequences.

I'm glad that we could shed some light into the dark tunnel.

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Re: Hooray!
[info]norilana
2008-12-22 01:47 am UTC (link)
You know, I think we first met online. :-)

You've been through a helluva lot too, Deirdre, my friend.

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[info]faerie_writer
2008-12-21 03:05 pm UTC (link)
So glad to hear you sounding so cheerful! Happy, happy holidays to you as well! :D

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[info]norilana
2008-12-21 10:53 pm UTC (link)
Thank you so much!

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[info]deborahjross
2008-12-21 04:06 pm UTC (link)
Indeed, a time to be especially gentle with yourself. I too am wrestling with how long it takes to truly recover from chronic stress -- at least I hope I am moving in that direction. We humans get so used to operating under the mode of one long unending crisis, that it takes time and conscious care to convince our adrenal glands it really is okay to relax!

Blessings of Light upon you,

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[info]norilana
2008-12-21 10:54 pm UTC (link)
You too, Deborah, and may your days be finally of true relaxation, especially considering you just turned in another book! Hugs! :-)

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[info]dsmoen
2008-12-22 12:20 am UTC (link)
I'm so aware of this: I well and truly had fibromyalgia after my late husband died, where before I just had a lower level of pain and fatigue.

It's getting better, but it has been 12 years for me.

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[info]norilana
2008-12-22 01:48 am UTC (link)
Wow, 12 years! *Gentle HUGS!*

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[info]queenoftheskies
2008-12-21 04:07 pm UTC (link)
Happy Holidays, Vera!

::HUGS::

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[info]norilana
2008-12-21 10:55 pm UTC (link)
Thanks so much and many, many hugs and gentle days of winter spirit-warmth to you too! :-)

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[info]iamzulma
2008-12-21 04:35 pm UTC (link)
that is great news, and what a relief about the sewer line! i wish you happy holidays, too! *hugs*

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[info]norilana
2008-12-21 10:56 pm UTC (link)
Oh thank you, and hugs to you too!

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[info]comrade_cat
2008-12-21 07:04 pm UTC (link)
Yay fixed sewer line! (I just finished a fascinating book all about sewage/sanitation-related health problems...)

Good luck with the mortgage people!

& happy Solstice. :)

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[info]norilana
2008-12-21 11:00 pm UTC (link)
Thanks, it has been one helluva sewerish experience! :-) And the mortgage thing is still ongoing of course, but thanks to you and everyone I have, as I said, true leverage. And a universe of all of you to stand behind me!

I keep on thinking of those Verizon Network commercials with the Network of people filling the street and walking alongside with me wherever I go. An oddly comforting (though silly-batty) image.

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[info]comrade_cat
2008-12-21 11:56 pm UTC (link)
I keep on thinking of those Verizon Network commercials with the Network of people filling the street and walking alongside with me wherever I go.

Cool! & probably accurate . . . It sounds like a Nina Kiriki Hoffman story.

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[info]norilana
2008-12-22 12:11 am UTC (link)
*grin*

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[info]threeoutside
2008-12-22 01:37 pm UTC (link)
*waves from the back of the pack* Hi Vera! I'm so glad you're having a better holiday season! You are SO deserving of all this love!

*hugs*

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[info]norilana
2008-12-23 11:18 pm UTC (link)
Awww, thank you!! *HUGS*

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[info]melissajm
2008-12-22 02:15 am UTC (link)
Happy Holidays!

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[info]norilana
2008-12-22 03:57 am UTC (link)
Thank you, and warm and wonderful holidays to you too! :-)

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[info]grayrose76
2008-12-22 06:17 am UTC (link)
http://community.livejournal.com/helpvera/49929.html

I want to say more but my brain is completely fried. Happy Holidays!
Rose

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[info]norilana
2008-12-22 06:40 pm UTC (link)
Oh, Rose, THANK YOU, my friend. :-) May your Holidays be bright!

And that amazing "Validation" movie was just the right thing to see after everything...

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I'm so glad things are better for you!
[info]shweta_narayan
2008-12-22 06:26 am UTC (link)
Best of luck in the new year :)

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Re: I'm so glad things are better for you!
[info]norilana
2008-12-22 06:41 pm UTC (link)
Thanks so much, Shweta, and much holiday joy to you!

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Re: I'm so glad things are better for you!
[info]estara
2008-12-22 06:59 pm UTC (link)
Happy Holidays and a Healthy New Year to both of you. Did you see the amazing drawing that Shweta sent out to donators, Vera?

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Re: I'm so glad things are better for you!
[info]norilana
2008-12-23 11:20 pm UTC (link)
Oh, thank you, and joyful, warm holidays to you!

I just saw Shweta's gorgeous drawing and it is amazing! :-)

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[info]petal_pusher
2008-12-30 12:33 pm UTC (link)
Please make sure to put the funds raised allocated for the mortgage in a separate interest bearing account so you won't be tempted to use it for other things [as we can all so easily do]. Best of the New Year to you.

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